Time is the grace that fills the waiting space as life journeys between two points. Letting time be the space for God to work isn’t something I’m always good at, at specially when it comes to singleness and wondering if I will ever be married. I want instant miracles and life changes. Not processes and journeys. Yet what if time and space is the greatest gift the Lord is giving me, and that I can give Him? For:
“He is not slow concerning His promises as some would count slowness, but is patient toward you…” 2 Peter 3:9a
He is not only patient toward me, He is FOR me. In the waiting, in the process, and in the journey. Be it the journey of hope for marriage, waiting for a job change, or struggling with an illness as you pray for healing. It seems at times life is less about reaching the distance we are traveling too and more about the time it takes to walk there.
It’s in the space of walking that we can come to know the Father. To learn to walk with Him, is to co-labor with Him.
As much as I long for instant miracles and healings, if they all came instantly to me, I would miss the chance for relationship with the Lord. Miss the opportunity to know the Lord here. In the Now. I’d miss learning and experiencing the wonder of how He moves. And watching Him slowly shift and change me. There is a gift of intimacy that can only be found in time. A faithfulness that can only be discovered in the ‘agains’. And a confident grace and beauty only found in the proving and walking.
Giving God the space and time to work can be our greatest gift back to Him.
In her book on Advent, Ann Voskamp writes:
“Now, here, in this juncture of time and space, God chooses the inconceivable – grace. And conceives Himself to deliver grace into the world. Conceive: It’s not passive, but an active verb. It’s root in Latin means nothing less than ‘to seize, to take hold of’. When grace conceives in you, you take hold of God. When you are a space to receive whatever the will of God is in this moment AS GRACE, you take hold of God. You most take hold of God when you simply receive Him in this moment of taking hold of you.”
What if our greatest gift is not our talents, relationships or possessions, but our surrendered yes to be a space for God to conceive and birth things in us? What if the greatest gold conceived in us through the journey of waiting is knowing Him?
“He has made everything beautiful in it’s time. Also He has put eternity into man’s heart, yet so that he cannot find out what God as done from beginning to the end.”
I don’t know how most of my journey’s and adventures with the Lord will end, but I know that they are and will be beautiful. And if we knew the ending to every adventure, wouldn't it rob us of the beauty to be discovered as we journey? And what of eternity?
John 17:3 says that: "now this is eternal life – that they know you, the one true God, and Jesus Christ whom you sent."
Eternity is in our hearts so that we can know the Lord by walking with Him, and not just in the big moments when He moves visibly, fulfills the promises or answers our questions. Those moments are about knowing Him too, but all our moments can be His. Part of the miracle is knowing Him as He works, not just when He does.
“ I perceived that there is nothing better for them than to be joyful and to do good as long as they live; also that everyone should eat and drink and take pleasure in all his toil – this is God's gift to man.” Ecc. 3:11-13
To take pleasure in time, is God’s gift to us. And ours to Him.
Will we receive that pleasure? And will we give Him space and time to work without resenting Him for it?